Monday, August 29, 2011

Creeping Vines



The crevice between two walls
rasps with electrical currents, like whispers
passing between twinned breathless masks,
devoured by their own creaking substances.

And crackling in morbid consummation,
gravity takes hold of the red-eyed wonder,
inch by fateful inch.
When the night is harsh

and the audience has already boarded
a mode of transportation hardly worth mentioning,
two actors slam headlong into what might have been the end,
as iron beams cooperate like only animate objects can.

The cornered cavern yawns in delight, outside of which
so many lives scurry about in hopeless disillusionment.
There are no turns to be taken; no reason for sparks of order
to gleam beyond the shadow of a doubt.

Spattered with time, a shiftless figure holds the cold air
tightly between its pulsing fists.
Indebted to the bravery of a mountain;
wood-worn and golden-bright.

Flickering with the lit wicks of half-conscious souls,
the days will crawl, enduring the shame of early dismissal,
boldly seeking a raft beneath the greedy glare of the sun.
The ceiling of a dream bears the weight of life;

hovering, hesitant, no-one quite knowing what to say.
Avoiding the object that soils the frame of a snapshot,
all heads are full of woozy dread.
Like gashes across the moon, they deform love’s purity.

Unable to veil their secretly sneering smiles,
and rejoicing with mock approval,
the pack howls in unison, as their tamed exteriors
revel in such games of irony through the drapes of their silence.

Where once resounded music, now there drones
the whirring of machinery frantically cutting order
between two beats of mutually exclusive heart-waves.
Hopelessly devoted to the disarray,

and fretting over varied phases of disapproval,
the night smoothes tranquil to ease the guilt.
Dual trips are applied like double brush-strokes,
but we hope you know that thick paint never dries.

A phrase of fruit depicts the dawn, and
as season carries on, the lake gapes in shock
at its own sordid reflection. Meanwhile,
a new seedling is planted every day.

When one freezer-burned memory flies across the stage,
originality creeps out a window that never locks.
Bass-beats chop swiftly, fiercely against so many people
seemingly together, yet individually alone in a miniature space.

Their minds have been ground down to the heart
of a melon like piles of soggy sawdust, 
but distance is simply an illusion; that’s what they all say
as they turn their fleshy backs on the fanged monster.

What an astounding triumph to curl crescents
in the park beneath the rain a few paces prior to dawn.
A hollow chest, pillaged by invisible sound-scapes is quick to forget,
though aftershock resonates like the rib-harp of slumbering beast.

And reality is as hard to come by as a ride home,
when the drains don’t function and the shingles shift.
So with awkward mortification, the tide subsides
suddenly, as if for an instant,

all has been made clear.


Jennifer Burnside

Solvent


Taunting sadness swings with tenacity,

whilst liquid love rides the weave

to the very end of her raggedy rope.


As an enchanted night traveler

emerges upon the sculpted scene-

realistic with his bodily substance-


one fluttering soul clenches calm.

But as a chapter of moments unravel,

her hopes trickle away in flustered silence.


After all, is it not frivolous to postpone love,

when its very deterioration has already begun..?


So breathless candles flicker in wait,

merely for old custom’s sake,


exhaling sordid songs in sweet repetition

who once extinguished, cease to soothe.




Jennifer Burnside

At Sea


Like the wandering tide,
feelings ebb and flow,
and foam-crash stirs the sauce.
So rare is our honesty,
it tastes raw with blood.

Flooded sound craters listen
and quiver like pudding,
as we pass over and stroke the moments
across the sky.
With mouthed-out words…

temperatures climb,
while expectation simply lounges
in the pattern department,
waiting for the fabric.
Time after time is never enough.

Laughing, we learn
how this expanse
plays hard to get and easy to find;
both cool and customary,
while contrast leads indecision

over the bank
and into the hollow reeds,
where waves sing and breeze sighs.
And we never have to
wonder why,

when the reason
is always
just us.


Jennifer Burnside

Numb


It’s more than pain, and other than
sensation, this space of emptiness;
what remains from the grace
of wrath’s limited abilities.

When the mime strikes like a caged animal,
tearing against the walls-
voice shrilling with reckless
self-destruction- the aftermath is grim.

A casualty weeps
in the shadows of shame.
She is not cut; not torn, burned,
maimed, nor even scarred.

Quite simply, a part of her
very being has been neatly
and irreversibly removed.
And afterwards, once again,

the blind boy crosses the plank,
plummets deep beneath cold
crystal-clear disdain, and resurfaces;
free, for the time being, from all wrath,

while the casual remainder
rides the vivid aftershocks;
as usual, too numb to anticipate
the next disastrous eruption.


Jennifer Burnside

Sunrise

 
Across a creek she skips a song
to reach the other side.
Upon arrival she despairs
how high has grown the tide.

No turning back, it’s far too late;
the forest beckons near.
So damp and dark while all alone,
her thrill replaces fear.

The sun had set, deep color blooms;
a promise of the dawn.
But first she must trudge through
the night to find her rising song.

Festering fronds and plant debris
she scatters down the path.
Yet when she reaches thicket’s edge,
with love she breathes at last.

Now looking back upon her past,
there lies no telling trail.
A gracious breeze has swept the way
And here begins her tale…

Jennifer Burnside

Impossible Remains


One old promise, dry and crumbling,
she discovers
cleverly wedged between two cushions
neatly prior to dusk.

She tries to rinse off the treasure,
to make it new again,
but it falls apart
as her vision dissolves like salt.

Another little morsel
she unearths with mounting joy,
despite the traces of time it bears like scars;
moldy from months of weeping rain.

As she brushes it off, attempting to erase
the grime, the scattered matter
in disintegration,
devours her last single sliver of hope.

Cautiously dissecting the couch,
pillow by shuddering pillow,
she witnesses the telltale crumbs
before they made a frantic break for it…

Gone to smithereens!
For her you baked loaves of dreams,
but time has distorted
the pattern of your shimmering promises.

And she’s still hungry.                                                    


Jennifer Burnside

Refuse


Flower petals arrive upon the door step,
ushered in by a tantalizing breeze.
How crisp and delicate they have become,
riding the years upon an endless whim…

They refuse.

Soft-bodied hard-shelled creatures
have traced the story across their veins,
but nothing gives.
Pretty but forgotten, they dryly multiply…

Not refuse.

Yesterday was exacting in its promise
to be everything that it could be.
Capable of merely lying prone,
the sun set before the day was done.

One refuses.

A tree clasps the shoulder of a grassy knoll,
attempting to bring up a painful topic:
Where were you and why did you go?
It is probably better that I do not know.

I refuse.


Jennifer Burnside

Pages Later


Sometimes when the leaves have fallen
quietly upon a restless ground,
they are taken hostage by the frisky breeze
and broken into crumbles of faded hue.

At other times they have yet to fall,
and sway by the stem in precarious fashion;
torn in two and shredded by the fangs
of hope’s inappropriate afterthoughts.

From where does the heat emerge
upon such a cold day?

Icy breath solidifies each soft ripple of dismay,
but the spring like ink bursts forth
in liquid fright, fleeing a subsurface
of silent lifeless soil.

Still, there are times when
an anxious hand grabs at leaves
that bear the scrawled print
of words that were never born;

thoughts that were never revisited,
but hover drifting with obvious disdain.

When the leaves are gone,
crushed, incinerated and erased,
why do their memories cast shadows
upon the ground despite their absence?

When do words unspoken cease to resound?


Jennifer Burnside

Rupture in Time


Thinking where it feels the clearest
it’s hard to remind such kind sounds to disperse.
So like a gentle whisper in remission,
my rush for you remains unheard.

Your image is etched across the inside of my eyelids.
Glimpsing grey before the red,
the day was altered by delay’s heavy touch.
Life creeps out of his skin,

and she doesn’t seem to mind, do you?

Hearing voices dance in the showers,
direction splits in two,
inventions fail to connect,
and we forget how good it was to try.

Another night loses focus as, yet again,
we evaporate. Yet again.
And everything could be all right
if only we knew from where these feelings emanate.

What with crumbling structures
and fading awareness, it will soon be
that our souls mate together
apart from our selves,

somewhere cleaner than tonight.


Jennifer Burnside